It’s difficult to be the way I am. After my film career ends, I don’t want to look at it with any regrets. Even if I’m a huge failure two years from now, at least I’d be able to say that I lived life on my terms and I didn’t conform to to be here. I have complete security and faith in my talent to be able to appreciate someone else’s work when it’s good. Sure, when I feel negativity, I get angry and cry a lot. But at the end of the day, you do what’s in your control and it’s in my control to be happy and live the way I do.